(2015)
Blessed to see Even momentarily To touch The greatest of heights reached by two people of one mind
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
