(2015)
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
Blessed to see Even momentarily To touch The greatest of heights reached by two people of one mind
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
