(2015)
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter