(2015)
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
