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Wondering about the state of my relationship. Supposing the two of us are only together because neither of us wants to be alone , & if so why bother paying homage to the illusion of love if our hearts aren't in it.
I wished upon a star And here you are Standing right in front of me Like kismet Writing words with little meaning
I never thought I’d be the one to… Over all the stupid lies Streaming from your hollow eyes Into shady alibis Thinking I must be a fool
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Something’s changed, like I knew it would. The feeling’s subsided, like a piece of drift wood. Chasing after shadows in the dark. Calling out your name in the stillness of the night. Yo...
Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying
Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…
Stargazing from within Acknowledging the end I gave myself away To allow what may Standing in my way
Windswept lovers blown to & fro Lost at sea so long ago Their time togehter was bitterswee… Years have past, their love repeat… Picking up where they last left of…
Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past
Jumping in the sky When I’m in your arms I soar Diving into the Milky Way Trying to make the fear of love ok Flying over rooftops & seas
Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart
Head burning Heart yearning Brain churning Feet running Into the unknown