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Wondering about the state of my relationship. Supposing the two of us are only together because neither of us wants to be alone , & if so why bother paying homage to the illusion of love if our hearts aren't in it.
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal
I fell in love by the sea My heart was swept away by the tid… Only to be set free Riding waves And raging torrents
Take your time, do it right Cry my name, hold on tight You can’t deny it, this feels righ… Quit looking at your phone Look into my eyes
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Falling through a slit between the… Hoping to erase the hopelessness Sleeplessness brings Chasing after forgotten memories Longing to ascertain the meaning o…
Do I have to fight For our love? Or was our love Devoured by night? Our txts became less frequent
You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
You make me crazy Every moment drenched in gold You take hold of me Like a love story once told Swinging in the park
Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking
Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me
Jumping in the sky When I’m in your arms I soar Diving into the Milky Way Trying to make the fear of love ok Flying over rooftops & seas
Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…