(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
I can’t say much All I have is this All I can say is that I’m sorry I’m ever so sorry This is the path I chose
I feel the need to scream out to y… I want my voice to echo through th… I want my voice to ring through yo… I want you to feel the earth start… Because killing our sons and daugh…
The faces are blending They all look the same The colors, the textures They never seem to change They are becoming something, somet…
Suffocating Breathless Boxed in Endless Days seem like nights
Single pose Baby toes Ringing highs And deafening lows Words that break
It just hurts so much And I can not explain it No matter how deeply I write Sing Speak
I’m hell-bound I’m already dead But I am existing I am me And I will be me
You are.. You are How could I ever define Find the right words Make them pour through and rhyme
At the end of the day Laying alone in the dark Thinking of all the things That trouble your heart You take a step back
We saw bodies Floating along the light haze We didn’t think to stop It wasn’t worth the trouble of our… We saw the wreckage
To my demons To my monsters To my fears Worries and troubles I don’t believe in you
I can feel it coming down, the ang… To take my hand as I turn pale As white as the light, how did I… I’m ready to battle, I’m ready fo… The agony to end in emotionless bl…
There’s words written on the walls… The rain holds voices and screams… My thoughts My roaring tummy The voices get louder
You. Are. Not. A. Fucking. Whale. You. Are. You. And. You. Are. Fucking. Beautiful. Seriously I’m not even kidding or being nice right now. You have a weight problem, as I do as well....
Yesterday Was the first day I had suicidal… I took a long, boiling hot shower And just fucking cried I wanted to rip my eyes out