(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
I’ve never wanted anything extrava… Of course, that in itself is selfi… Selfish as the way I’ve memorized… I’ve been thinking, and that’s not… It’s not that I’m stupid; just me…
I’m not a perfect person I’m no living god I’m just walking on with what I’v… I haven’t a dime, not a nickel to… But I know how to play the fuckin…
How did it get like this Where did this sorrow begin I can’t even speak my own mind I’m not even all that kind I’m not even one-of-a-kind
Some things are getting better Some things are getting worse I will be alright, I will take my… When it comes to breaking free of… I have been waiting forever
While you’re googling careers I’m googling ways to kill myself While you’re asking questions abou… I’m silently begging for help While you’re out with friends
I think this is how it should go But I’m really not sure I really don’t know It seems like my life has just bee… Ups and downs
You have to give me room You have to let me take this path… You have to give me room to spread… I must learn to fly again Starting from scratch
When you always get thrown away Just when you’re starting to feel… And you get tossed out like a bag… You start believing That you really are just trash
I can’t say much All I have is this All I can say is that I’m sorry I’m ever so sorry This is the path I chose
I can do this, I know I can It’s time to fight back against th… It’s time to live, it’s time to fi… Drinking from the bottle, the wate… Drink it straight, swallow it down
It’s like constant static in the b… Or a scratched up CD on repeat It’s a voice that is always there… Like parents arguing Over silly, trivial things
I may be a pain in the ass But I have something that you don… Lust is not love, my friend Lust is not love And I shall repeat this phrase un…
Pasts don’t matter As long as it’s love I’ll never give in If you never give up I’m not one to judge
As I have never seen an uglier fa… Than the one that stares from refl… I in myself am ashamed I should have never stayed I should have never even came
You don’t know me You don’t know anything You have razors in your own eyes Don’t try to shed light in my own… You think you can read my own expr…