(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
Even as the sky is falling Even though the end is near I’ll hold up the sky And make things clear I want you to see
Zoe Jane Zoe Jane Morris Patrick James Patrick James Morris Gerard McDonnell
Take a deep breath. Hold it. Look… I have this. I only have this. The universe is in my fingertips.
I’m gonna chop my fucking arm off Fuck everything There’s just no point No life left in my eyes Behind this mask
I have played the cards of blame Shaking in misery because of the f… It isn’t easy to fit inside a fram… A single shot isn’t the way A single picture isn’t a show
I know I can’t hold your hand I can’t hold you in my grasp So I’ll continue to walk along I’ll continue to live in your past I don’t believe in angels
I run to run Through the black valleys The endless shadows Look down all alleys I have no allies
Like flies to decay Like moths to flame Attractions are somewhat death def… Magnets to metal And light to dark
Is this amusing? The fact that we can’t speak? We keep our mouths closed and kill… We are one, together we stand But we kill each other at the call…
I’ve got a trigger for a mind I’ve got a gun for a heart No matter which way I turn I’m finished before I even start What’s left of me once I implode
I want you to be okay I don’t want you upset or hurting I wish I could just make everythi… Like steal you away to a place whe… Where we can start over
I’ve got passion in my hands Tension in my palms Tender fingertips I’ve got heart withdrawals My hands scrawl
I’m so tired of trying so damn har… I can’t stand hating the person in… I’m so tired of fighting my battle… I’m so sick of always begging for… I’m so done with fake smiles and f…
The voices whisper “It’s over” But I scream back “Not yet” I’m not quite finished I just need to catch my breath You all mock me and spit at my nam…
You. Are. Not. A. Fucking. Whale. You. Are. You. And. You. Are. Fucking. Beautiful. Seriously I’m not even kidding or being nice right now. You have a weight problem, as I do as well....