(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
I seem to have lost something that… I can’t remember my home, my famil… I can’t remember the sound of your… My vision is blurry like I’ve bee… I’m screaming for something
Take a deep breath. Hold it. Look… I have this. I only have this. The universe is in my fingertips.
To my demons To my monsters To my fears Worries and troubles I don’t believe in you
Never speak to my daughter again Still ringing inside my head Lying here in bed Wondering where did I go wrong It’s been so long
How can I go so far as to look ba… I can’t go home I have no way All I can do is push forward and… But going as far as I have makes…
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Yesterday Was the first day I had suicidal… I took a long, boiling hot shower And just fucking cried I wanted to rip my eyes out
You have to give me room You have to let me take this path… You have to give me room to spread… I must learn to fly again Starting from scratch
I realize as of now I never really knew you So I will clear my feet of dirt And lace up your own shoes But instead of placing the gun to…
I had my innocence stolen from me A long time ago Maybe that’s why I hardly ever da… And daydream of the day I might h… Of having the company
The voices whisper “It’s over” But I scream back “Not yet” I’m not quite finished I just need to catch my breath You all mock me and spit at my nam…
How excruciating is the sound of d… You may not always see it in field… You may never know what true darkn… Yet, the sound of darkness is like… Or the feeling of lonesomeness
You know I can’t be happy And you know why I hate dragging you down like this Because I want you to be happy And I just can’t be
You can beat me with a hammer You can beat me with words Either way It feels the same Neither option feels any less wors…
I keep hearing all these voices And I’m starting to think they’re… It’s out of my control I’m out of my mind All along I’ve been seeking