(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
I can do this, I know I can It’s time to fight back against th… It’s time to live, it’s time to fi… Drinking from the bottle, the wate… Drink it straight, swallow it down
I’m already treated like the highe… But sometimes, life has a way of g… Life likes to knock those in the h… To the lowest places. To the places where you can’t be r…
I keep hearing all these voices And I’m starting to think they’re… It’s out of my control I’m out of my mind All along I’ve been seeking
You don’t know me You don’t know anything You have razors in your own eyes Don’t try to shed light in my own… You think you can read my own expr…
I can’t say much All I have is this All I can say is that I’m sorry I’m ever so sorry This is the path I chose
Fuck this world, fuck your hate I think you’re making me, go insan… Why you ask, I don’t know Tell me why, you’re so cold You’re so cruel, you put so many
I had my innocence stolen from me A long time ago Maybe that’s why I hardly ever da… And daydream of the day I might h… Of having the company
Let me tell you a story One you might recall quite well It’s one that I have never told I figure it’s time I finally tell When I was born
You are my ray of sunshine When all there is to be seen is ra… Though Monsters are real They reside inside of us humans
Like the flicking flames around th… Everyone questions how you are And who you are as well They question your strength Your faith
What is normal When everyone sees normal differen… It is normal for some kids to leav… It is normal for those kids to com… And it is normal if those same kid…
The voices whisper “It’s over” But I scream back “Not yet” I’m not quite finished I just need to catch my breath You all mock me and spit at my nam…
She is the only light at the end o… Dark And dangerous path That I dwell on treading Yet
I am blessed to say that today is… As god may be my witness I stress… You can break the critics with a l… Somebody somewhere is going to hav… Which way is the wrong way and whi…
Take a deep breath. Hold it. Look… I have this. I only have this. The universe is in my fingertips.