(2014)
I say hello and you say nothing You may hear me you may even think of a response
To put it simply each beat of your heart is a gift that I receive with the anticipation of a child at christmas
I get my silence in five minute doses before the plane overhead brings me back to earth
I don’t remember any anesthesia after talking with you but I woke up stitched back
Everyone sees god in a different light but I was born without eyes
I see no joyous rebirth in spring for autumn will bring another death I see no joyous rebirth
Everyday I visit the only writers block I know to hone my words and wit and help them cut deeper into the skin
Everyday I lived out a song written just for you But you could
I write sharp words with a sharper knife on page after page of what might as well be the skin of my back
Loving you was never sweet like the taste of vanilla the way I thought it was supposed to be It was more like
There seems to be a drought in my… but who knows if it is the cause or the result of the war raging within me
There is a girl and I love her and I have loved her since the beg… Or so it seems to me as I only became conscious
You were the wind beneath my wings but I was Icarus so all I did
I was like a rain cloud over a small garden and dammit if you weren’t that garden so full of flowers that I fell in love
I’ll keep searching for the meaning of life and I hope I find it as crumpled paper nearish a trash can
