Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness