(2012)
#Pain #Sadness #Tears
A fluke encounter Letter after letter Turning me inside out Each new exchange Giving me
Time ceases to exist Vanishing from my mind As my worries cry All the things I can’t control Throwing me back
The blank page stares back at me Mocking me with his taunting glare… The hands on the clock ticking - t… chanting, “Failure, failure, failu… My mind is frozen. I’m blank.
The radiant crescent moon illumina… Transforming the clear azure water… The gentle evening breeze sending… I stand above my reflection, watch… A stranger stares back at me, her…
Starting Over There are no words The silence stretching between us As we struggle to breach the gap Our breathing labored
Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust
A little boy tugs at his mothers arm while she ignores him. Tears springing to his eyes he wonders why.
We wrap ourselves in bubbles The numbness keeping us safe From the pain we hide from Silence filling gaping holes In our hearts as we try to forget
My heart yearns My memory flooding my head Images gloating of funs to be had Displaying first hand reminders The taste
As the sun melts into the horizon. The Moon– yawns as it wakes. Sweeping ripples through the gentl… Now a black abyss. As silver jewels come to life
I’m wide awake The night still young My mind refusing To take the chains off To let me escape
I don’t know where to start Too much to say So much more to lose I know what I am risking But I don’t have a choice
Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different
Waking in a cold sweat Choking for breathe Scared to death The shadows prancing In the darkness
I don’t want to see. How empty I am on the inside. My heart, shattered. My spirit, broken. My soul, torn.