My heart yearns My memory flooding my head Images gloating of funs to be had Displaying first hand reminders The taste

You don’t deserve this attention You’re not worth the time of day! My heart may be crushed Evident from my bleeding tears My sadness flooding my resolve

Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle

Peering into the window The scene beyond the glass Brings tears to my eyes The pain burns in my throat As I hold back the sobs

Looking in the window I’m frozen in place As I watch the scene inside I’m looking at the woman Who claims to be an outsider

A little boy tugs at his mothers arm while she ignores him. Tears springing to his eyes he wonders why.

I’m exhausted No fight left My lids so heavy Rocks mark my eyes No tears left

Waking in a cold sweat Choking for breathe Scared to death The shadows prancing In the darkness

Memories flood through my head Drowning me once again Days turn to years But the suffering never ends Memories resurfacing

Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust

I don’t want to see. How empty I am on the inside. My heart, shattered. My spirit, broken. My soul, torn.

Guarantees a long painful death ...

The world is an ugly place Filled with disease Secrets buried deep within Betraying the lies we hide behind Spewing all our sordid crimes