Disappointment is everywhere I lo… It is in the faces of those I adm… And shown in their actions I wish I could fix everything All the hurt feelings

Starting Over There are no words The silence stretching between us As we struggle to breach the gap Our breathing labored

I don’t want to see. How empty I am on the inside. My heart, shattered. My spirit, broken. My soul, torn.

The world is an ugly place Darkness looming on every street c… Evil doers ready to feast on the w… People sleeping on their feet Just struggling to forget

Waking in a cold sweat Choking for breathe Scared to death The shadows prancing In the darkness

Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust

You hide behind your big smile But I know you wear a mask And I see the lies you hide I see the scarred fragile soul Cracking beneath the weight.

I thought I knew What was love That I would recognize it When it came to the door Greet it with open arms

I’m exhausted No fight left My lids so heavy Rocks mark my eyes No tears left

Peering into the window The scene beyond the glass Brings tears to my eyes The pain burns in my throat As I hold back the sobs

My heart yearns My memory flooding my head Images gloating of funs to be had Displaying first hand reminders The taste

Memories flood through my head Drowning me once again Days turn to years But the suffering never ends Memories resurfacing