Memories flood through my head Drowning me once again Days turn to years But the suffering never ends Memories resurfacing
I loved my father He was a great man He was the worst of kind Sometimes he made me want to die Others he showed me how to shine
I’m exhausted No fight left My lids so heavy Rocks mark my eyes No tears left
I’m wide awake The night still young My mind refusing To take the chains off To let me escape
Looking in the window I’m frozen in place As I watch the scene inside I’m looking at the woman Who claims to be an outsider
Time ceases to exist Vanishing from my mind As my worries cry All the things I can’t control Throwing me back
I don’t want to see. How empty I am on the inside. My heart, shattered. My spirit, broken. My soul, torn.
You hide behind your big smile But I know you wear a mask And I see the lies you hide I see the scarred fragile soul Cracking beneath the weight.
Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle
My ceiling is dreary The white paint Paled from the years Flaking and peeling I stare morbidly content
Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different
Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust
The world is an ugly place Filled with disease Secrets buried deep within Betraying the lies we hide behind Spewing all our sordid crimes
The world is an ugly place Darkness looming on every street c… Evil doers ready to feast on the w…
My heart yearns My memory flooding my head Images gloating of funs to be had Displaying first hand reminders The taste
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