Memories flood through my head Drowning me once again Days turn to years But the suffering never ends Memories resurfacing

Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different

A fluke encounter Letter after letter Turning me inside out Each new exchange Giving me

Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust

Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle

I thought I knew What was love That I would recognize it When it came to the door Greet it with open arms

Looking in the window I’m frozen in place As I watch the scene inside I’m looking at the woman Who claims to be an outsider

Here is the thing Before you came along I was doing just fine I knew the score My days all had an order

My fingers gliding across the keys In a race to keep up with My wayward thoughts Drifting through me head Things demanding to be out

My heart yearns My memory flooding my head Images gloating of funs to be had Displaying first hand reminders The taste

I don’t want to see. How empty I am on the inside. My heart, shattered. My spirit, broken. My soul, torn.

A little boy tugs at his mothers arm while she ignores him. Tears springing to his eyes he wonders why.

As the sun melts into the horizon. The Moon– yawns as it wakes. Sweeping ripples through the gentl… Now a black abyss. As silver jewels come to life