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I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…