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Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
