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I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
Blessed to see Even momentarily To touch The greatest of heights reached by two people of one mind
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth