(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
I know I can never compete with s… What a lost cause Why did I ever think differently You’re worth the wait But I’ve been messed up like this…
The faces are blending They all look the same The colors, the textures They never seem to change They are becoming something, somet…
I’ve got a trigger for a mind I’ve got a gun for a heart No matter which way I turn I’m finished before I even start What’s left of me once I implode
I wish I could wash away Every inch Every pore Every fragment Wrinkles and more
Is this love, or is this obsession Is it just me Or is this a confession This is life, teaching me a lesson I’ve missed too many days, but now…
If they only knew, what goes throu… Always searching for the words to… The righteous way A feeling of decay that makes me d… A pain in my chest, the suffocatio…
Sun dried skin Bruised and scarred lips Scratches that run down the sides… Lovely works and aching hips An old, water-stained photograph s…
We saw bodies Floating along the light haze We didn’t think to stop It wasn’t worth the trouble of our… We saw the wreckage
You have to give me room You have to let me take this path… You have to give me room to spread… I must learn to fly again Starting from scratch
It’s like constant static in the b… Or a scratched up CD on repeat It’s a voice that is always there… Like parents arguing Over silly, trivial things
I’m already treated like the highe… But sometimes, life has a way of g… Life likes to knock those in the h… To the lowest places. To the places where you can’t be r…
I’m gonna write a poem okay? One that’s filled with darkness an… A light that has been shed on a li… A light that will never be blown o… Or taken away
Was love really made, meant for ev… Or is it a sacrifice, is it to giv… Is it to lose all hope, to live wi… But living without love; someone c… If the world was to spin, backtrac…
At the end of the day Laying alone in the dark Thinking of all the things That trouble your heart You take a step back
The world is beautiful Society is ugly Mankind as a creation is remarkabl… Mankind as a whole is disgusting One cannot exist without the other