depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
Me and you have years of the past… —Marilyn Tapia
without you I feel broke As corny as it sounds your my ange… Picturing that smirk you do when… The sound of your laughter in my m… The way we have things in common t…
For the scale does not determine w… Your failure are not your burden b… Your pain is not weakness but for… Don’t fear being indecisive for it… Much and learning.
You said you loved me. I was a fool and your tool. You used me when you needed to. You left like the rest. You broke me I never want to meet…
But now it’s time to delete you Because you’re nothing but a memor…
What is happiness? is happiness something beautiful? is happiness something weird? is happiness never ending? i don’t know what happiness is.
You lied, I cried. You died, why oh why? You promised we wouldn’t be like… One cut that’s all. No 2,5,6,8 oops! i hit my vein.
True I am a color Society sees my color And decides… See .. Blue is the color of water The sky
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.
You are the heart breaker. I am the Heart broken. Together we are a mess. —Marilyn Tapia
As i lay on this this bed. Darkness like my demon. wrapped me like a blanket. My mind wandering off. Like a wild animal escaping
Just for one second I wanted to b… Just for one second I wanted to b… Maybe not just a second For an entirety That you love me
the rich fill their heart with mon… the poor fill their hearts with l…
Failure does not Determine your… See the thing about failure, it te… In this society faliture is swore… But what society forget is Failure makes you strong
You called me last night to have a… We had some laughs. Suddenly the conversation got blue… You had something New to tell me. You said You still loved me, i su…