depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
True I am a color Society sees my color And decides… See .. Blue is the color of water The sky
Afraid of judgment Parties Movies Afraid of going to any public plac… Just...
The chances of me and you falling… Actually there are no chances. Marilyn Tapia
You said you loved me. I was a fool and your tool. You used me when you needed to. You left like the rest. You broke me I never want to meet…
You lied, I cried. You died, why oh why? You promised we wouldn’t be like… One cut that’s all. No 2,5,6,8 oops! i hit my vein.
the rich fill their heart with mon… the poor fill their hearts with l…
My beloved one don’t you dare you… with that mouth full of dirty lies… my eyes full of tears my mouth full of cries
Anger rushes through my body when… Oh how I desire to be able to pun… But I know This I know that would never happ… You hold me tight against you and…
without you I feel broke As corny as it sounds your my ange… Picturing that smirk you do when… The sound of your laughter in my m… The way we have things in common t…
Wise men! Where shall I find a wise men? Wise men don’t exist! (A handsome man walking down a str… Look at him so handsome and tall!
The freedom of being free is being… Social anxiety got away from me Going out in public will be a thin… Socializing is as fun as me Social anxiety no ones critizing m…
Never good enough chimes through my head go home you’re not worth it what a waste of time don’t you kno… you aren’t good at anything
Me and you have years of the past… —Marilyn Tapia
Failure does not Determine your… See the thing about failure, it te… In this society faliture is swore… But what society forget is Failure makes you strong
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.