depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
There gets a moment in life. when those “friends” that promised… forget that you even exist.
Anger rushes through my body when… Oh how I desire to be able to pun… But I know This I know that would never happ… You hold me tight against you and…
You lied, I cried. You died, why oh why? You promised we wouldn’t be like… One cut that’s all. No 2,5,6,8 oops! i hit my vein.
Never good enough chimes through my head go home you’re not worth it what a waste of time don’t you kno… you aren’t good at anything
The chances of me and you falling… Actually there are no chances. Marilyn Tapia
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.
For the scale does not determine w… Your failure are not your burden b… Your pain is not weakness but for… Don’t fear being indecisive for it… Much and learning.
You called me last night to have a… We had some laughs. Suddenly the conversation got blue… You had something New to tell me. You said You still loved me, i su…
Wise men! Where shall I find a wise men? Wise men don’t exist! (A handsome man walking down a str… Look at him so handsome and tall!
Look into my eyes, I won’t lie. I love you, he said. as she wondered why.
You are the heart breaker. I am the Heart broken. Together we are a mess. —Marilyn Tapia
For those that have everything the… I don’t envy I may not have a fancy nice car or… And even though I don’t have the… Because deep down I’m rich in my…
What is happiness? is happiness something beautiful? is happiness something weird? is happiness never ending? i don’t know what happiness is.
Afraid of judgment Parties Movies Afraid of going to any public plac… Just...
Wise lad! Where shall I find a wise lad! Wise men don’t exist! (A handsome man walking down a str… Look at him so handsome and tall!