depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
Anger rushes through my body when… Oh how I desire to be able to pun… But I know This I know that would never happ… You hold me tight against you and…
The freedom of being free is being… Social anxiety got away from me Going out in public will be a thin… Socializing is as fun as me Social anxiety no ones critizing m…
You lied, I cried. You died, why oh why? You promised we wouldn’t be like… One cut that’s all. No 2,5,6,8 oops! i hit my vein.
Just for one second I wanted to b… Just for one second I wanted to b… Maybe not just a second For an entirety That you love me
Me and you have years of the past… —Marilyn Tapia
Wise lad! Where shall I find a wise lad! Wise men don’t exist! (A handsome man walking down a str… Look at him so handsome and tall!
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.
For the scale does not determine w… Your failure are not your burden b… Your pain is not weakness but for… Don’t fear being indecisive for it… Much and learning.
You called me last night to have a… We had some laughs. Suddenly the conversation got blue… You had something New to tell me. You said You still loved me, i su…
Look into my eyes, I won’t lie. I love you, he said. as she wondered why.
the rich fill their heart with mon… the poor fill their hearts with l…
But now it’s time to delete you Because you’re nothing but a memor…
What is happiness? is happiness something beautiful? is happiness something weird? is happiness never ending? i don’t know what happiness is.
You said you loved me. I was a fool and your tool. You used me when you needed to. You left like the rest. You broke me I never want to meet…
As i lay on this this bed. Darkness like my demon. wrapped me like a blanket. My mind wandering off. Like a wild animal escaping