I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,