I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.

What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.