Dignity is death.

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

Love starts like this: We like the same books, We like the same music, We seem like a match made in high… It crumbles like this:

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,