I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love