Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

She has the piece that holds it al… What was revealed to her came slow… When it all comes together, it’s l… When it all falls apart, it’s dead… One little lie can tear a family a…

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.

The devil’s in my midst.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

Sometimes, I wish I was a tree: Tall, wide, and majestic as can be… One with branches that sway slowly… Watching above, everything I woul… Sometimes, I wish I was an oak.

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her