You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.
I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
Touch me for real. Touch me in your mind And all over my body With your chapped hands. Let your eyes undress me.
She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,
Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
In the darkest night, A flower will grow.
There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,
Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me