A seagull carried me away one day And took me to a secret island hid… I laughed at the waves and splashe… I even wrote notes to go with a so… The seagull was leaving and waved…

He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.