How can I write how I feel When what I feel is nothing? How can I tell you what I need, What is wrong? When what is wrong

A conversation With a true friend Leaves your life richer Maybe with a laugh A smile on your face

I need to tell you How to survive With our disposition It’s okay to cry Maybe

The pressure inside Is building It comes out through my eyes I stop up the tears It comes out through my nose

Bags full of diapers Cars waiting in line Smell coming from the load Ashamed it was mine He noticed my insulin pump

The strings that attach me To this world Ground me Yes they sometimes Keep me from flying

The news hit me Like a punch in the gut I threw up two times From the pain Knowing that I

I spend all my time Fighting with you In my head If we fought At least it would be

I know it’s for the best But it still hurts Hearing mothers complain For what I would give anything fo… My husband says no

Itus and Itis Crashed my party I didn’t invite them! I whisper to my sister They make my skin crawl

I’ve known Deep inside All along My value That I matter