I’m watching a woman in a bikini In great shape with a swollen bell… Play with her puppy named Gatsby A Hispanic family comes The little girl dips her feet in

The whole world Aches and groans Do you feel her pain? The human in me Wants to heal mankind

My objective is selfish Not to share or be heard To get it out and move on No one seems to hear my pain No one seems to feel my pain

Would I rather be A younger me? More productive Stronger Would i have to give up

You must commit To an outfit Where are you going? In sporty yoga pants Athletic top

I enjoy his company Riding shotgun Conversation No one to overhear Our inside jokes

No pido disculpas Por escribir Lo que siento Lo que llevo adentro Lo que vivo

Tomorrow Has not yet come It’s promises yet to be broken Tomorrow Is bigger

Yo te amo Tres palabras Que solucionen todo Para la mujer Tan complicada

The pressure inside Is building It comes out through my eyes I stop up the tears It comes out through my nose

You might know her As blonde eyes Or as the sister who bakes cookies But you see I don’t write this

Down to earth I am but of dust Dust particles I see floating in the air Carbon molecules

The news hit me Like a punch in the gut I threw up two times From the pain Knowing that I

She is no longer Part of my life I’ve moved on My life is full With friends