(2015)
Proverbs 13:12 'Expectation postponed makes the heart sick'
I crave stability Neither wandering spirit Nor home-body Yes I’d love to travel But the foundation
Your pain is far away I hear it But I do not feel it Move closer Let me know you’re here to stay
Scratchy plaid blanket Red with yellow stripes Hot and itchy underneath Claustrophobia strikes Purple and blue prisms
Who am I? I am me When did I Become me? As I recall
Long and slender Her every movement Deliberate and graceful Composed as She listens quietly
My objective is selfish Not to share or be heard To get it out and move on No one seems to hear my pain No one seems to feel my pain
My body is perfect —ly spotted The white spots I tell myself Are my Bambi spots
I cannot let you hold my happiness For your hand to caress or to drop It is not healthy It is not safe For your happiness to depend on an… I’m taking it back but no longer r…
When I think of my mom I think of malt o meal muffins When I think of my dad Memories of a child Chasing us around the circle
She is no longer Part of my life I’ve moved on My life is full With friends
No hay nada más sincero Que un regalo Inesperado Una carta Un chocolate
Desperate for his attention Knowing it will drive him away Jealous of a game - how lame Choking self-esteem where I lay Desperate for his affection
Beside you I am At peace Our love A connection
If I was in a beauty pageant My talent would be 'Lefty who writes upside-down’ Beside the contestant Who burps her ABC’s
No pido disculpas Por escribir Lo que siento Lo que llevo adentro Lo que vivo