(2015)
Proverbs 13:12 'Expectation postponed makes the heart sick'
I struggle to Keep it together Maxims and mottoes On repeat In my mind
How can I write how I feel When what I feel is nothing? How can I tell you what I need, What is wrong? When what is wrong
Que te cuentan un chiste Las palabras se traducen Pero el humor no se puede Por si no lo entiendes Ríete
Hospitality To love a stranger It need not be much For one who has little Will appreciate it
To love reading Writing and words And not be able to Communicate Frustrated
Beside you I am At peace Our love A connection
Filler words Put me to sleep Added to cushion Take away my pillow Blunt words to wake up
Pragmatic me Doesn’t like this girl You can’t depend on her Too complex to understand She cries at the worst times
My poems are short Written at night In my head I wake at dawn Shake my memory
I cannot let you hold my happiness For your hand to caress or to drop It is not healthy It is not safe For your happiness to depend on an… I’m taking it back but no longer r…
It’s not that I’m sad Though I am It’s not that I’m discouraged Though I am It soaks deeper
I told everyone About you The ugly beast Inside of me You can’t hide
No pido disculpas Por escribir Lo que siento Lo que llevo adentro Lo que vivo
I can feel it coming Decisions I can’t make Brain starts to freeze Fingers won’t work Sick of this disease
Desperate for his attention Knowing it will drive him away Jealous of a game - how lame Choking self-esteem where I lay Desperate for his affection