(2015)
My pump Constant companion Of my disease My sensor Resembles a feeding
The medication is not me But neither is the sickness it tre… You may hear its effects In my voice In my opinions
Beside you I am At peace Our love A connection
I had it all In my head And then I said Words I do not know which ones
I struggle to Keep it together Maxims and mottoes On repeat In my mind
What if one day I wasn’t there for you? And you were left needing me If I wasn’t there When you woke up
Your pain is far away I hear it But I do not feel it Move closer Let me know you’re here to stay
Steamroller Of life Passed by Feeling down Squished
Would I rather be A younger me? More productive Stronger Would i have to give up
The ugliest shade Of green We envy The car The job
To love reading Writing and words And not be able to Communicate Frustrated
An idea In my head Falls flat On paper Read it
I told everyone About you The ugly beast Inside of me You can’t hide
Her fingernails Natural Long Pointed On fingers
The human heart ...leaps and jumps ...races and sings ...sighs and groans The treacherous heart can
