(2013)
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
I love you It doesn’t have any meaning anymor… Kids these days are out in the str… Selling their bodies to everyone t… Because they don’t realize the ama…
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized