(2013)
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know