Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.

People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…

What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel

Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup

Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me

You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you

What is love? Love is the feeling of home Knowing it will always be there. Love is being together Knowing that what is mine is yours…

Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk

I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty

Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me

Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs

Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath

Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know

What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,