Thoughts collapse Mind full of gaps Can’t escape Pain takes shape Cuts on a wrist

Where do I go Where do I run When each breath means pain The pain of going on Which is far worse than

When you’re too tired to feel Too numb to care When there’s no one there To hold you close The Darkness obliges

I don’t belong here Destined for another place So lonely It crushes me Falling through a black abyss

Tossing and turning in bed Whilst dark thoughts crawl in my h… Finding it impossible to fall asle… As the madness begins to creep Like a serpent slithering

There lies a wooden cabin Just big enough for one With a garden full of every colour… Growing softly, surely in the dark… With a pond to one side

Oh, miserable love And beloved misery What is the meaning of it all? Why do I feel the cold sting of m… And the warm embrace of twisted wr…

What is the blackness other than n… Could it be something tangible? Something you can embrace? What if it is the one embracing? Every night, as you lie

Depression is... Like a towering mountain, On my back Like my shadow, Always there, always dragging me d…

Putz She laughed, sometimes Made me smile, a lot Raged, sometimes Made me run for the hills, occasio…

Writing poetry at 4 am Is not as romantic as the poets sa… It is not with love I write Or hatred It is neither

I am drowning In fire And burning In water. The fire embraces me in a cold whi…