June 10th, 2023 Tricube
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
