i’m not entirely sure i’m alive, s… saying that makes me seem crazy or… maybe i am, maybe it matters, but i don’t really think it does. you have your hands on my thigh.

just puked up cookie batter; sending my love to illinois.

god carries a honey-soaked stake w… and his lovers scream at me to sto… to let him sink it into my chest,…

i hope you know that you’re still my favorite hiding place and through it all, you’re still my favorite secret keeper

i’m trying to give you cardiac arr… i’m trying to drink your blood lik… i hate your guts; can i fuck them… don’t be gentle, i want to scream at the top of my…

you tell me what to do and i lose… i swallow down the anger with a pi… i count to five watching the fire… before pressing it down on my thig… my friends keep getting worried,

i’m busy with bruised legs covered… i’ve got my black boots kicked up… on a hot swing set in the backyard of a church that doesn’t want me. i’m saying fuck, getting familiar…

i think i do my best to be good wh… it’s not shaped for my kind of rag… it has no place for sickness, and… i drown in it, i suffocate in it. paradise is not a hospice, but i a…

i loved you. i think it’s importan… i stored love for you in places i… i loved you in states of yours tha… i loved you. when you screamed so loud that the…

“who ruined winter for you?” “i did.”

i water the roses and i shear thei… because what is beauty without adm… what is anything at all if you can…

there’s something so forgiving in being angry on behalf of a chil… who no one was angry for.

i love it when fading sunlight hit… lighting up my eyes and every line… then, i start understanding why i… but, when it’s not dawn or dusk, i’ll close the blinds and curtains…

i love you, so hurt me. ‘cause that’s how love works, right? make me cry,

staying alive is the most terrifyi…