To my boyfriend Cris
(2013)
This is a story of two lost souls and standing up for those you love.
Blood flow freely flow until i have no more to give Flow until you have
Have you ever seen the gleaming wight teeth floating by your head Or the glowing red eyes underneath your bed
I sit amongst a group of people not saying a word they do not
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i
They say she died tragically It’s sad to see a
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
“please sir” those are the only words I can say i don’t know
As I sit here and cry nobody notices the tears For I hide
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
Have you ever had your heart torn in two You don’t even know if the pieces
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
i’ve never met somebody who set my blood on fire quite like this with flames moving throughout my body
Plip, plop the blood drops Tick, tock goes the clock Ding, dong
my tears fall but i no longer feel them the pain i felt is nothing more than hollowness now i’ve finally given up