i would like impute on my writings. i know i am an amateur. so please help, i am only 17 after all this was from my last suicide attempt 12/09/13
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
i’m tired of this old pain i face day by day it’s time that i should leave but i’ve
They say she died tragically It’s sad to see a
I have a word of advice for any body young or old keep your heart
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
Every thing seems to be changing around me And i’m not sure i’ll be
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
Even though the tears fall the misary never fades You hope to last till morning but you feel you’re withering away
i’ve got to many images and words in my own head a part of me
“please sir” those are the only words I can say i don’t know
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
There is a boy sitting in a corner He is diffrent than other people and They leave him behind
Have you ever had your heart torn in two You don’t even know if the pieces
I’ve probably had about ten shots now trying to drown out her memory We left under harsh words, tears, and shouts