(2013)
My father is dead, still he speaks through me; “Don’t say anything....OR ELSE!… There was plenty of “OR ELSE!” to go around.
I hold truth as the highest princi… I am a liar. I value honesty over all else. I am a thief. I expect integrity from you.
Clawing away. It’s dark here, chill and dank. Can’t stop now. Can’t stop ever.
Late at night; another helter-skelter day, having flown off unexpectedly into alien domains of disarray. So many urgent moments
I’m not really here right now. I can only be here when no-one’s a… and I know no-one can see me. Even when i speak to you, I’m sort of not really here.
I see no reason now to disguise this naked heart and soul of mine. You can hide there
You think you know me, that figment dancing in your mind’… You think you understand me, that puppet dangling from imaginar… You believe you know what’s best f…
Alone, in the same old crowd, trying to ignore this stifling pain. I am but
I gaze into the bleakness of the e… engulfed by a sense of futility an… I am like the man who keeps fishin… though he knows the river is spent… I cast my line into the milky pool…
Forgiveness? Not on your life. My life was stolen from me. For what?
Everything he has ever been taught alerts him to avert that dancing f… What is it then that demands he mu… proceed towards his certain fiery… Some deep and ancient voice within
I’ve been so afraid to speak these heartfelt words. This secret has been kept so well, from myself, by myself,
Some time ago, I made my way down to the crossroads, to try my lucky hand at the devil’s gaming tables.
That cranky old mongrel hound cooped up down the alley; he ain’t got no teeth no more but he still knows how to snarl. he gets them young pups all worked…
These words I cry do not come easily; as if they echo from the cold stone depths of a long forgotten tomb.