(2014)
The storm is brewing. I smell it in the air. I am panicking. I fear this tempest might cost my life.
I see no reason now to disguise this naked heart and soul of mine. You can hide there
A sudden gust of bitter wind from somewhere hot and foul, whooped and howled throughout the scattered waste and scrabble down that God-forsaken alley.
I gaze into the bleakness of the e… engulfed by a sense of futility an… I am like the man who keeps fishin… though he knows the river is spent… I cast my line into the milky pool…
I’ve been so afraid to speak these heartfelt words. This secret has been kept so well, from myself, by myself,
Water ever seeks it’s perfect peace, from mountain heights to scattered oceans deep. So too our spirit follows
“Don’t say anything!” spoke the shadow in the doorway. I was seven years of age. I lay limp upon the couch, still recovering from
I’m not really here right now. I can only be here when no-one’s a… and I know no-one can see me. Even when i speak to you, I’m sort of not really here.
These words, gently laid upon this page, amount to my sincere prayer they reach within you, and touch your secret self,
You think you know me, that figment dancing in your mind’… You think you understand me, that puppet dangling from imaginar… You believe you know what’s best f…
I hold truth as the highest princi… I am a liar. I value honesty over all else. I am a thief. I expect integrity from you.
It’s only you that I can trust to hear these words as true. Those I know seem blinded by some notion or another about me. You are my closest confidant
I hide here behind a genuine misbelief that I am special, I am different I and only I
I have suffered much while upon this earth, so aching to belong. To whom, or what, or why?
Everything he has ever been taught alerts him to avert that dancing f… What is it then that demands he mu… proceed towards his certain fiery… Some deep and ancient voice within