Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
