Staring into your auburn eyes Wishing I could bathe in your lov… Dreaming of you when I’m awake My head spins whenever we kiss My Body quakes

Chasing shadows In summer meadows Lingering by the wayside Watching memories of you die Fighting worry

Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal

Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking

You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred

Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?

Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting

You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat

Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments

Stargazing from within Acknowledging the end I gave myself away To allow what may Standing in my way

Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment

Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me

The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing

The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure

I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between