Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting

The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing

Another yr older Throwing wind into the fodder Picking myself apart Stumbling in the dark Trying to find a piece of who I u…

Take your time, do it right Cry my name, hold on tight You can’t deny it, this feels righ… Quit looking at your phone Look into my eyes

Head burning Heart yearning Brain churning Feet running Into the unknown

Stargazing from within Acknowledging the end I gave myself away To allow what may Standing in my way

Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past

Staring into your auburn eyes Wishing I could bathe in your lov… Dreaming of you when I’m awake My head spins whenever we kiss My Body quakes

Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying

In a desert land Reaching out my hand To an unknown love Carried by the wind Caught in a whirlwind

When you want to sleep But the sheep are gone Lying flat on your back Staring into black Playing with shadows

Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated

Crazy like the weather You blow me away like a feather Trying to convey my soul spark Laughing at me in winters stark Picking me apart

Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me