You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown

Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart

Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you

I wished upon a star And here you are Standing right in front of me Like kismet Writing words with little meaning

Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying

Another yr older Throwing wind into the fodder Picking myself apart Stumbling in the dark Trying to find a piece of who I u…

Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running

Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly

Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air

Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time

Falling through a slit between the… Hoping to erase the hopelessness Sleeplessness brings Chasing after forgotten memories Longing to ascertain the meaning o…

Reaching in the frigid cold Searching for a hand to hold To give me hope To give me strength In the hallows of my mind

Painting skies In hazy eyes Writing lullabies Watching truth become a lie Hungry for a morsel of honesty

I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between