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Simply put, feeling the need to do something. Feeling the need to be my true crazy self; which is a shinning star that illuminates everything & everyone around me.
Are you a boy Or are you a girl? Are you human Or a mural? Can I manipulate you
You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure
Jumping in the sky When I’m in your arms I soar Diving into the Milky Way Trying to make the fear of love ok Flying over rooftops & seas
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…
You make me crazy Every moment drenched in gold You take hold of me Like a love story once told Swinging in the park
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Falling from the sky Silencing the hearts cry Feeding lies In hopes of filling hungry eyes Subjecting the innocence
Trying to figure out This thing called love Fighting you for no reason Thinking you’ve committed treason Fearing what my imagination shows…
Irrational Fighting emotions Logical Fighting devotion Counting sheep
Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
Glowing from the inside out Trying to figure out What life’s about Running out of time Looking to find
Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost