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Simply put, feeling the need to do something. Feeling the need to be my true crazy self; which is a shinning star that illuminates everything & everyone around me.
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
Feeling like a hurricane Burning like kerosene Glistening with a golden sheen I forget everything I’ve seen Hiding behind masks of confusion
Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you
Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying
Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure
Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air
I was a vixen Fixen to make A man outta you Drooling in a pool Made for fools
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Liquid silver running through my v… A prism lies just beyond the guise Deceiving our feeble mortal eyes Few realize, few embrace The unknown—the unexplained
Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal