(2011)
Thank you for the torment It let lose something in me that w… I changed my entire being because… Because of all the agony that my b… I’ll always be a failure
There’s a time to be silly There’s a time to be mad There’s a time to be happy There’s a time to be bad There’s a place for me
I can do this, I know I can It’s time to fight back against th… It’s time to live, it’s time to fi… Drinking from the bottle, the wate… Drink it straight, swallow it down
It’s beyond all words and expressi… The pain I’m feeling right now Cannot be contained or described I’m surprised I haven’t completel… My mind is a torture chamber
I can feel it coming down, the ang… To take my hand as I turn pale As white as the light, how did I… I’m ready to battle, I’m ready fo… The agony to end in emotionless bl…
Rain brings beauty to the earth Life brings peace to the lost If we cannot go forward What’s the point in going on Nobody desires to be alone
Take a deep breath. Hold it. Look… I have this. I only have this. The universe is in my fingertips.
I’m starving Because I can’t eat I’m starving Because there’s nothing to eat I’m starving
Like flies to decay Like moths to flame Attractions are somewhat death def… Magnets to metal And light to dark
That feeling in your chest That feeling in your head You’re becoming something so numb Something so dead Now if we could go back in time
It just hurts so much And I can not explain it No matter how deeply I write Sing Speak
Respect the Earth Respect all Beings Respect Beliefs And in return Someday they will turn around
I can feel you, slipping away Further and further, as night unfo… My head hurts so bad, my skull cou… My lungs and heart could just coll… I could go back to the way I once…
It’s like constant static in the b… Or a scratched up CD on repeat It’s a voice that is always there… Like parents arguing Over silly, trivial things
Tell me darling Is it really that hard To fight for another breath To resist the call of the sharp ca… Don’t forget to lift your lungs