(2011)
I’ve cursed myself And mocked myself I’ve condemned myself I’ve beaten myself To a bloody pulp
There’s words written on the walls… The rain holds voices and screams… My thoughts My roaring tummy The voices get louder
Like the flicking flames around th… Everyone questions how you are And who you are as well They question your strength Your faith
Let me tell you a story One you might recall quite well It’s one that I have never told I figure it’s time I finally tell When I was born
You know I can’t be happy And you know why I hate dragging you down like this Because I want you to be happy And I just can’t be
There’s two sides to every story There’s two sides to every coin And to see one or the other Doesn’t compare to seeing both At the same time
I seem to have lost something that… I can’t remember my home, my famil… I can’t remember the sound of your… My vision is blurry like I’ve bee… I’m screaming for something
Laying all alone, staring up at th… My bed seems to swallow me whole,… I can look up at the black skies,… No matter which way I decide to m… I am taken aback to a memory in wh…
Tell me darling Is it really that hard To fight for another breath To resist the call of the sharp ca… Don’t forget to lift your lungs
I’m starving Because I can’t eat I’m starving Because there’s nothing to eat I’m starving
Rain brings beauty to the earth Life brings peace to the lost If we cannot go forward What’s the point in going on Nobody desires to be alone
I’m gonna chop my fucking arm off Fuck everything There’s just no point No life left in my eyes Behind this mask
I can see them out of the corners… I can feel them. I can hear them. They follow me. Watch me.
While you’re googling careers I’m googling ways to kill myself While you’re asking questions abou… I’m silently begging for help While you’re out with friends
Some things are getting better Some things are getting worse I will be alright, I will take my… When it comes to breaking free of… I have been waiting forever