Hope in another form but no fewer letters and I’ve been hoping for these past eight years so I’ll just keep on

There seems to be a drought in my… but who knows if it is the cause or the result of the war raging within me

I wish you had told me that on the good days kissing you would make me think that I knew what happiness was and on the bad days

I know that you were there in my dreams and in my arms Every dream we

I was like a rain cloud over a small garden and dammit if you weren’t that garden so full of flowers that I fell in love

The pen must be
 mightier than the sword
 For there is nothing that
 will spill your guts faster
 than a bit of ink that says


Under the weight of life I forget how to breathe and I feel suffocated I hesitantly make peace with the world

Everyday brings a new death in three words give or take Some days I drown

Autumn sneaks in preceding dormancy Leaves take on new beauty with nothing left in them but a fa… Individually insignificant

If I was once the tallest mountain your love was the wind that eroded me to nothing

Just when I get back on my feet you pass on by and I lose my footing Again

I hope this is postmarked before my death certificate is dat… but you’ll know why if it is or if it isn’t If you get this in time

I see no joyous rebirth in spring for autumn will bring another death I see no joyous rebirth