The darkness creeps inside me like tiny ripples in the sea slowly
I’m not sure that anything is different but I am
There are some things that even fate can’t fight
I was someplace Long ago Small town It’s all black & white They’re going
What we can’t have... Addiction... Self Control... Games... Choice...
Darkness surrounded me and I felt nothing and that was the reality everything was moving around me and none of it mattered
I felt a hand squeeze me tight then I saw your eyes they glistened in the summer sun I remember the way you looked the way you smiled
I see you, I see through you you’re scared - I understand you float above the ground afraid if you touched you might feel again and
I’m trying to find a place that’s… I’m trying to find a balance can’t I be met halfway So you don’t have time you can’t wait to get away
tonight I put myself into Christmas jail... I mean lately I’ve put myself
Who am I... But this old birdhouse Teetering Over the sea Waving around
Never thought I could feel this what you do to me what you’ve done to me Turned my world upside down
You know realizing that I’m so beyond or maybe that I think I am beyond is the problem... I don’t really know, because I’m living it, so relax... I’m going to figure it out... I hope......
I am finally free Of my cage Open to the world Ready to set sail No excuses
The soft blood trickled as it fell it was like a faucet with a slow leak dripping My mind went blank